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[fourteen]

[ Without any warning, a short, sharp shriek of fear is going to be transmitted across the journals. It's followed by dead silence, and a few whispered words too quiet to be picked up on.

A moment goes by in silence, wherein Xion notices both the room's other [Bad username or site: perplex_me title= @ livejournal.com] and her journal at the foot of her bed. Her voice is shaky when the journal picks it up next, and she's both addressing anyone who heard as well as Roxas. ]

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to -- it's -- I'm okay.

What's...

[ She could have sworn she saw him, just as she awoke. Right out of the corner of her eye, like some monster from her nightmares. It would be impossible to mistake that blue hair, those impossibly cold eyes... but there was no one there. Not to mention her dreams of the past few days haven't exactly been nightmares, so much as... ]

--Sora! Sora! Where is he?! [ very upset Poppet is very upset and isn't sure if she's really yelling this at Roxas, or at the whole universe. ] SORA!

(ooc; her voice replies will come a little bit after this entry is actually made; her thread with Roxas will chronologically come first. tags might be a little slow because there is a cat sleeping on my arms.)

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[Voice]

[flamesofkaraya.livejournal.com]

[That one startles him.] Xion?! Xion, calm down!

[Voice]

[fourteen]

[ well, she has calmed down a little bit by now, but she still sounds deeply upset. ]

Hugo... I'm sorry. I'm okay, really.

[Voice]

[flamesofkaraya.livejournal.com]

No, you're not.

What's wrong?

[Voice]

[fourteen]

Everything.

[ tiny voice. but she so does not want to explain it. she lapses into silence after the lets that slip, too. ]

[Voice]

[flamesofkaraya.livejournal.com]

... Do you want to talk about it?

[Action]

[perplexme]

[Well, Derpxas here had his arms crossed and he was sleeping with his head on the foot of the bed, but he suddenly jolts and sits upright when Xion screams]

What?! What is it?

[Action]

[fourteen]

Where is he, Roxas? I...

[ just ... finally pauses and presses her hands over her mouth, staring down at the bed. those dreams she had weren't just dreams. she can feel them, all those new memories that aren't hers. ]

Is Sora okay?

[Action]

[perplexme]

[He's going to sit up a little taller in his chair and stare at her. It's just getting worse, isn't it? Xion looks fine, but...he just shakes his head.] I don't know. Axel said he'd keep an eye on him, but...[He pauses as he thinks, remember what Sora accidentally broadcasted to Luceti about the same time Xion went comatose.]

[Action]

[fourteen]

But what?

[ she won't even really look at him. she just sits there, quiet and visibly scared and shaken. ]

[voice]

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Xion!

[voice]

[fourteen]

Riku! I... [ she desperately wants to see him, but Roxas is there, and she's worried about Sora, and oh god Sora breaking is her fault--

her voice is tiny and horrified ]

I'm sorry.

[voice]

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

... Don't be. You couldn't help what happened.

[He can tell something's up, which is why he raises the next question.]

You okay?

[voice]

[fourteen]

No.

[ it says a lot that she's even being honest about it. she still sounds upset. ]

Everything's going wrong, Riku, and I can't stop it.

[voice]

[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

[He knows that voice - and that it's screaming hysterically in fear nearly shoots Sanji out of his house]

Xion-chan? [Sweetie, you have two seconds to convey you're not being attacked or Sanji will start hunting assholes down]

[voice]

[fourteen]

Sanji...

[ oh damn. just hearing his voice makes her wish instantly that he was there, so he could give her the hug she so desperately needs. were it anyone else, she'd just lie, but she can't lie to Sanji. ]

It's ... can you make a filter? [ she's too emotionally strung out to make a good one right now. ]

[filtered]

[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

Done.

Is someone hurting you?

[filtered]

[fourteen]

No... I'm safe, Sanji, I promise. No one is hurting me.

I'm just ... doing what I was made to do. Sora's memories are flowing into me again... so many of them that he's completely forgotten someone-- someone very important to him. I'm just -- I'm scared and I'm tired, and everyone keeps insisting they'll find a way to fix it and save me, but there isn't a way. I don't ... know what to do anymore. [ her voice trails off nearly into a whisper it's so quiet. ]

[voice]

[cryology.livejournal.com]

I would assume he's where he's always been.

[voice]

[fourteen]

... Vexen, you-- I--

[ she's as loathe as her friends to beg him for help, but who would know but him how to stop this, if there was another way? her voice is a little thick and very hesitant, but she tries. ]

Is there any way to stop my programming?

[voice]

[cryology.livejournal.com]

[He has to honestly think about that. He'd never designed the Replica Project to be reversible, since more than anything they'd needed a fully functioning Keybearer.]

It's theoretically possible one exists, yes.

[The tone of his voice, however, says 'but why would you want to?']

[voice]

[fourteen]

What?!

[ not even paying attention to the tone of his voice right now, really. even if only theoretically... it's possible?! ]

Could you-- is it-- only theoretically? Could it be done for real?

[Voice]

[valorandwisdom.livejournal.com]

[Good job at jolting him awake, too - he'd fallen asleep with his spikes pillowed on the book, but that definitely wakes him up with a startled yell.]

Xio- Xion, what is it?!

[Voice]

[fourteen]

[ sorry, Sora. it's some time later that she comes back to this, as with all her other voice comments, thanks to Roxas calming her down before she could do anything else. well, at least she found him after all -- or rather, he found her. ]

Sora... I-I just wanted to know if you were okay.

[Voice]

[valorandwisdom.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm okay, just tired. ["Like normal now" are the words that actually finish that statement, though he doesn't say them.] But you screamed really loud, did you... have a bad dream or something?

[Voice]

[fourteen]

... you could say that.

[ thought she saw Saix, but she's not going to mention that. but her dreams... ]

Sora... you have to realize by now that it's getting worse.