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oo13 [ voice // action ]
[ Without any warning, a short, sharp shriek of fear is going to be transmitted across the journals. It's followed by dead silence, and a few whispered words too quiet to be picked up on.
A moment goes by in silence, wherein Xion notices both the room's other [Bad username or site: perplex_me title= @ livejournal.com] and her journal at the foot of her bed. Her voice is shaky when the journal picks it up next, and she's both addressing anyone who heard as well as Roxas. ]
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to -- it's -- I'm okay.
What's...
[ She could have sworn she saw him, just as she awoke. Right out of the corner of her eye, like some monster from her nightmares. It would be impossible to mistake that blue hair, those impossibly cold eyes... but there was no one there. Not to mention her dreams of the past few days haven't exactly been nightmares, so much as... ]
--Sora! Sora! Where is he?! [ very upset Poppet is very upset and isn't sure if she's really yelling this at Roxas, or at the whole universe. ] SORA!
(ooc; her voice replies will come a little bit after this entry is actually made; her thread with Roxas will chronologically come first. tags might be a little slow because there is a cat sleeping on my arms.)
A moment goes by in silence, wherein Xion notices both the room's other [Bad username or site: perplex_me title= @ livejournal.com] and her journal at the foot of her bed. Her voice is shaky when the journal picks it up next, and she's both addressing anyone who heard as well as Roxas. ]
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to -- it's -- I'm okay.
What's...
[ She could have sworn she saw him, just as she awoke. Right out of the corner of her eye, like some monster from her nightmares. It would be impossible to mistake that blue hair, those impossibly cold eyes... but there was no one there. Not to mention her dreams of the past few days haven't exactly been nightmares, so much as... ]
--Sora! Sora! Where is he?! [ very upset Poppet is very upset and isn't sure if she's really yelling this at Roxas, or at the whole universe. ] SORA!
(ooc; her voice replies will come a little bit after this entry is actually made; her thread with Roxas will chronologically come first. tags might be a little slow because there is a cat sleeping on my arms.)
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[He'll slip on through, then.]
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after that's done, she'll take a seat on the edge of her bed, nodding for him to sit next to her. ]
... have you seen Sora? I mean, I guess you must have, I was asleep for a week...
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[He'll take a seat next to her. He knows what he wants to say, but it's all a matter of phrasing it in a way that won't upset her.]
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But for now, he'll settle with draping an arm around her.]
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... you don't have to tell me, actually. I know which memories of his I have... that's all I dreamed about.
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[He sounds equally sad. After all, this means Sora might get even worse.]
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["the end." not a very careful euphemism for her death.]
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[He stops again. No, he can't suggest that. She'd get even more upset.]
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[ the look she gives him is searching. there isn't much he can say now to make her feel worse than she already does. ]
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Tell me.
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... I was just thinking about something.
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[ her voice is oddly firm, almost like she knows what he's thinking. she doesn't, but she suspects, a tiny bit. ]
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Could you kill me, Riku? Right now? Right here?
[ taking his answer somewhat for granted, she looks away, staring off into space ] Could Sora, or Roxas, or Axel...? We all know what needs to be done. But it's ... it's not so easy like this, is it...?
At ... at the end ... I'll become a monster. It should be easier, then.
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It's probably the same for the rest of them...
[He turns away from her.]
It shouldn't have to be like this.
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No. It's not very fair. But when you make a mistake, you have to pay for it. All we can do is wait.
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[He looks back over to her.]
But that doesn't mean I'll like it.