fourteen: (well wishing → I smile just)
[ Xion's always had this thing for dreaming. Although, back home, it was memories... memories and meanings she couldn't understand. Dreams of the ocean and the sound of waves, dreams of a boy in red...

Her dreams are so often memories. After all, what is she but memories? Just a doll, made to live off of the memories of a boy like some kind of parasite. But now she has memories all her own... so many of them. And she dreams about those, too.

They aren't always good dreams. Sometimes they are dark and full of blood.

It's a shame she fell asleep with her journal on the covers -- because when she wakes up, shooting up into a sitting position with a shout, the journal of course falls open and records her cry.

Nothing can be seen -- after all, the room is dark. But the sound of her panting breaths come through -- the only sound, for a moment, until she gathers herself enough to sigh. ]


Come on, Xion, get it together.

[ And she'd been having an easier time getting to sleep, too, after all the help everyone had given her...

Somewhat reflexively, she'll scoop up her journal as she gets out of bed, temporarily cutting off the feed. However, it's only a few moments later that the journal is reopened -- still in darkness, only barely leavened by the moonlight drifting in through the window. However, there is a new sound.

Xion is ... singing.

Bits and pieces, at a slower tempo, of a song that someone once played for her. Of course, there are no words, but her voice is actually ... kind of sweet, and soft, floating and tumbling between the notes. It goes like this for a few quiet moments, with some other soft sounds in the background as she gets some water.

And when she turns around, she will realize the journal did not stay upright where she set it, and fell open. Again. Of course. SIGH. Oh well. She'll move over to the table and sit, lightly tapping on the page that's been recording her. ]


... is anyone even awake at this hour? And I guess... well, if you heard me ... what's your favorite song?

(ooc; actually, pretty tired! gonna hit the hay. tags tomorrow! oh, and I'd imagine this whole thing went down... somewhere around 4 AM. ps her voice, with bonus ironic lyrics.)
fourteen: (normal → I just haven't found)
[ Xion spends a long time thinking about how to write this post. Once she turned big again, she-- well. It happened rather suddenly, and while she was sleeping, too! And then she had to go change because the bitty clothing didn't really fit her teenage form all that well.

She'd noticed immediately that Allen was gone, too. Her worry had been intense until she realized he must have returned to normal before she did and gone home. As it was still the middle of the night then, she'd tried to fall back to sleep after that, but ended up waking quite early this morning without having gotten much sleep. So now she's just staring at her journal page, lost in thought about the last week and how to talk to everyone.

It's the thought of how she butchered all those names - "Tara," "Oki," "Aksel," "Ahka" - that gets her to laugh aloud. Once she realizes the journal recorded that, she just thinks the hell with it and starts talking. ]


That was ... a pretty interesting week, last week. I'm not sure if I should say sorry or thank you to everyone who spoke to me and helped take care of me. [ she laughs again, quietly. ] For everyone in the house, I'll take care of chores and clean up for a while, okay? I owe you guys!

Anyway, if you happened to see a little girl and boy in the center of the village about a week ago, would you mind speaking with me? That little girl was me, and, um... I guess I'd like to get to know everyone I was just meeting for the first time for real. [ hee. ] And I want to thank all of you for your help. Everyone was really kind!

Oh, but... Allen, I'm guessing you weren't new anymore than I was. When you see this, could we talk?

[ after that's done, Xion bundles up slightly against the cooling weather and heads out. Somewhat to avoid Riku. .. okay, mostly to avoid Riku. They had A Moment in the middle of town after everyone ended up there naked, and she's still not sure how she feels about it. Her very clear memories of clinging to him when she was tiny also stay with her, and she needs time to think.

So she's going to head to the bakery to get breakfast, then settle on a bench somewhere with her journal and her thoughts. Feel free to run into her anywhere on her walk across town.

She will add this about an hour later: ]


Chopper | Locked 50% )

(ooc; this would have been in the journal sometime early this morning, just for reference.)

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