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[ It's a very, very exhausted Xion who is now finally home safe and in bed after a long day. Being returned from a death penalty removal only to end up in a vicious fight with your once boyfriend can take a lot out of a girl.

She and Riku had healed her up as best they could, agreed to tell no one, and left it at that. It was the best they could do, to try and keep the peace. Peace they both desperately needed.

Though now she was home, and warm, Xion found she could not sleep. Her deeply aching arms did not help matters. They'd have to be looked at -- hopefully by someone who didn't know any of her friends...

With a sigh, she starts up a voice post. ]

Hey, guys. I'm back. [ weak smile. ] Sorry for taking off like that.

[ ... okay, this isn't working. she needs ... she doesn't know what she needs, but she doesn't want to be alone right now -- and it'd almost be too risky to go find someone else in the household. if she let slip the truth....

it has to be someone else. (and definitely not Sanji.) it doesn't take her long to decide who. ]

( Luke | Locked 100% )

... hey. How are you feeling? [ if you're still sick she is not gonna bother you 8|

after a beat, she'll add the following for the general population, because it will probably come up later in the night, knowing her luck. ]

( Filtered away from the KH cast | Locked 80% )

So... if you couldn't sleep, what would you do? To try and get to sleep, I mean. Though I guess I wouldn't mind knowing how you'd pass the time, too...

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[Slow and steady, then. He just tightens his grip a little in response to her leaning - Luke can feel how exhausted she is just from that action alone.

But he still glances and smiles down at her with reassurement.]

Don't worry about that. [And with a light chuckle:] I needed to get out of the house for a little while, anyway!

[ that makes her laugh, too. ] You've probably been cooped up in there for days, huh? ... but at least your jacket is buttoned up. [ she noticed, bro. she so totally noticed. ]

[Hey now. B| He looks a bit indignant at that, and he lifts his free hand to smooth it over the buttons.]

Well, yeah... I'm not about to run around and get sick again. I'm not going through all that again! [Not to mention that his housemates would KILL him.]

[ sry giggling. ] Well, good! I guess now I won't have to button it up for you. [ ... teeeasing. ]

[That... makes him blush. A little. Because while he'd always complain - either verbally or with a sulk - over her doing that for him, he kind of...

But that's silly and dumb. So, he huffs and turns his head away in an attempt to hide it.]

Yeah, I guess you won't!

[ what, Luke, did she offend the blushyface gods with her comment, because you are kinda blushy. she leans her head a bit so she can still look at him, smiiiiling all the way ]

... hehe. [ she's gonna just lean her head against his shoulder and shut her eyes, trusting him to guide her as they walk. you make her feel all kinds of warm and fuzzy, Luke. ]

[Nooooooo why are you giggling at him

Luke just makes dis face and gives a light groan. But she's right; he does guide her and keep her close, and soon enough, they reach his house. He kind of wishes someone else was home - even Asch would be good, since he at least knows some healing techniques. All Luke can do is hover and try asking for help.

... Damn. He really is-

No, no, no taking the depressing route of thought. Instead, he rubs her arm as he stops before the porch's steps.]

Hey... we're here.

Edited 2011-01-23 09:05 (UTC)

Eh? [ she opens her eyes, blinking, looking up. then she smiles -- just relieved to be going back inside. ]

Good, now we can get warm. [ she'll head up those steps, but -- it's Luke's house, she won't open the door without him. though she will, momentarily, lightly press her fingers to her temple -- a little dizzy. ]

[He's right at her side the whole time, and when Xion shows signs of dizziness, Luke just glances down at her as he opens the door and keeps it open, staying still for a moment and holding her to his side firmly to let Xion get her bearings back.]

Xion... [He wants to ask what happened so badly, but first they need to get inside and get her warm and comfortable.]

[ don't tempt her, Luke. she could stay right there, pressed against him, for ... a while, and still be happy.

instead she just stays still, eyes shut, until the dizziness fades, then opens her eyes again with a sigh. ]

I'm okay.

[ really! really really. ... maybe. she'll head inside, anyway. lead the way, man, all she wants to do now is sit down somewhere. ]

[If Luke weren't so worried, he might stop and think that he likes her like this, too... But the fact remains that he is worried, so once she's recovered, Luke nods and leads her inside.

Thankfully, the couch isn't far at all, so he brings her there and sits down with her.]

I'm going to start a fire, okay?

[And with that, he's up and going to the fireplace to get started on doing just that. But there should be a blanket right near Xion, should she decide to warm up further.]

Okay.

[ Xion's going to do a couple of things, in order:

1) Take off her boots so she doesn't get snow all over their poor couch.
2) Curl up in the tiniest of balls on said couch with a grateful sigh.
3) ... decide, after a moment, that that blanket looks awesome
4) Curl up in the tiniest of balls in said blanket, and
5) Quietly watch Luke get that fire going.

She seems pretty content where she is, for the moment. ]

[Luke at least knows how to start a fire, so after a few more minutes, the fire's starting up quite nicely. It isn't very big yet, but it should be in a little while, so Luke scoots back until his back is against the couch, and he glances over at Xion.]

There... It should get pretty warm in here soon.

[He pulls his knees up and rests his arms across them, getting himself comfortable.]

So what did you want to talk about? [Maybe it's about what happened to her.]

[ Luke, why are you on the floor and not on the couch where she can lean on you. kinda sadface about that, BUT ... she sighs. ]

It's kind of a long story... [ she pulls the fateful letter out of her pocket, bringing it above the blanket and smoothing it out, though she won't hand it to Luke. instead she just searches for that one line, expression troubled. ]

... there's this boy ... from my world. He and I ... we ... we were together, once. [ it feels strange admitting this, to Luke of all people. ] But I ended it when he said something terrible that broke my trust. Ever since then, we ... seem to get into fights a lot. While I was gone, he left me this letter... I discovered it first thing when I got home, and ... I don't think I've ever been so angry. He said...

[ Luke would understand this, right? She folds the letter back up, then continues, somewhat bitterly: ] "Maybe if you'd lived a normal life, you'd understand what I mean."

[... Whoa whoa wait, they were together once? Well. Uh. That. Makes Luke look down at the floor and shift awkwardly. It's... strange to hear that, for some reason. Strange and nerve wracking.

But they broke up? ... It's still awkward, but not quite as much now. Nnngh, this is so weird. Luke's never felt silly things like this before... But he pushes all that to the back of his mind in favor of listening to her.

And that last line? "Maybe if you'd lived a normal life"? Luke snaps his head back at her with his fists clenched and his eyes wide. Oh yes, he definitely understands.]

What?!

[ his anger only serves to quell her own; instead, she just looks sad. ]

... that is as bad as it sounds, isn't it? He's known I'm a Replica for a long time, and he still says it... [ she presses the heel of a hand to her eye, laughing quietly and humorlessly. then she lowers her hand, quiet again. ]

... all I could think about was how angry I was. I ... I went and found him. I mean, I ... I attacked him. We got in a fight...

[ ... does she show him? somewhat hesitantly, she lifts her arm and only pulls down the edge of her sleeve -- just enough so that Luke can see the white bandages beneath. quickly she pulls her sleeve back up, hiding the damage. ]

... I was so mad I went without a weapon. I didn't have any way to defend myself when he ... fought back.

[How could anyone just... say that kind of thing to people like them, who know that they can't live a normal life? Hell, that even stung him and the letter wasn't even directed at him.

And the bandages only serve to make him angrier. Luke jumps from his place on the floor to his feet at the sight and her explanation. Oh, he can understand her actions; he'd probably do the same thing, if he was in her shoes. But...]

How could he say that to you? Why would he attack you when you didn't have a weapon?!

[ winces. it's instinctual -- she can't help but lean away from his anger a bit, even if it's not directed at her. softly ]

... I guess because I attacked him first. I don't know. All I care about is that it's over. At least we can finally stop fighting now... I just want to put it all behind us. I don't know how we could have both stayed in the house while still being so angry at each other...

[ yeah, ftr, it's even someone who lives with her. have fun braining that one, Luke. ]

[Her reaction doesn't quell his anger - after all, Luke is a fighter and an emotional person. When he's angry, not much can get in his way.

But her words, especially since they're spoken softly, manage to do that. Luke's fists slowly relax, and he leans his shoulders back as his expression calms. Wow... they were even living in the same house?

... There's a certain amount of awkward that comes from that statement, but it also puts things into perspective. Luke sits down on the couch beside her, hands between his knees as he hunches over to look down at the floor.]

... You two must've been angry at each other for a long time, huh? And being so close together probably didn't help at all.

... it all happened last summer ... so it has been a long time. [ Other Things that happened last summer going unmentioned. ] ... Riku ... he always wanted the Keyblade. That weapon... it's why I died. [ another wince, and a little too quickly ] Back home, I mean.

[He looks at her again - he's more upset than angry over that particular bit of news.]

Why would he want something that killed you?

... the Keyblade is a powerful weapon. There's more than one person from my world who wields it... Sora and Roxas do, too. [ very soft smile. ] Sora used it to save everyone. It's not a bad thing, it's just... when it's me, because of what I am... [ shakes her head ]

Edited 2011-01-23 21:44 (UTC)

[Because of what she is...

Luke glances down at the floor again - unsure if he should try, but... He scoots closer, then wraps an arm around Xion's shoulders to pull her against his side again. He's not really sure if he understands it all, but still. She seems like she needs some kind of contact.]

[ she's startled, at first. is Luke always this forward?

... does it matter? with a quiet noise, she shuts her eyes and shifts to lean into his embrace. after a quiet moment ]

Luke ... you can't tell anyone, okay? Maybe it's bad, but ... if anyone finds out what Riku did... [ especially Sanji. ] ... I don't want more trouble.

... I won't. I promise.

[For a moment Luke just keeps her there and watches the fire dance. It's larger now, warming the entire space around them. This is where they had their little Christmas, wasn't it...?]

Sometimes, when people get angry... They just need to fight it out. To get all that anger out of them. If they don't, it just keeps bottling up until they explode over it.

[Action] ........ Well I guess that makes it a LITTLE better.

[Action] 8Db see. I'm nice to you sometimes!

[Action] SOMETIMES.

[Action] ... most of the time!

[Action] Mmhmm B|

[Action] .... /curls up and sleeps

[Action] .... /cookie pillow again?

[Action] basically. /slams this tag down and GOES TO BED

[Action] B| /pillow for the rest of the night, GOOD NIGHT YOU

[Action] /yawns. sup bb.

[Action] Playing vidyagames to wake myself up |D

[Action] vidyagames like whaaat. /just rolls around rp

[Action] ghooost trick. again.

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