Entry tags:
- !action,
- !voice,
- :(,
- axel,
- everything sucks forever,
- fml,
- good things never last,
- handles betrayal really poorly,
- lifeline: ask the audience,
- lj-cuts galore,
- roxas,
- send halp,
- stupid luceti,
- that one bridge again,
- that's terrible.,
- things that are not good,
- vanitas,
- vanitas sucks,
- what is wrong with this world
oo30 [ voice // action ]
( Sokka | Locked 100% )
... I need your help. And you can't tell anyone, okay?
( Aqua | Locked 100% )
Aqua... I know we haven't spoken that much, but I need to ask you a really, really big favor.
( Sanji | Locked 100% )
[ a long silence goes here. ] ... could I stay at your house tonight?
( Luke | Locked 100% )
I'd -- [ ... ] Can I see you?
[ Xion is out of the house today. Mostly because it's become almost impossible to stay there. She hasn't slept for more than a handful of hours since Vanitas attacked -- three days ago. She's so exhausted she can barely stay on her feet, but better awake and moving than a sitting target.
Who could sleep, knowing that at any minute someone stronger than you and your friends could break into your home and kill you whenever he wanted?
It's this question that drives her to address Luceti at large, once she's got herself settled on the railing of That One Bridge. Hey, it's like right next to her house and she wanted to sit on a bridge, so sue her. ]
( filtered AWAY from Vanitas and Saix | Locked 100% )
What would you do if you didn't feel safe in your own home anymore?
[ and this is to say nothing -- not a damn thing -- of how she feels about Roxas right now. He had no excuse -- what defense could you give? -- and Axel almost died -- for what? Why? Why had any of this happened? Does she blame Roxas, for extending the invitation, or Vanitas, for taking it? Even if she had something to say to him, she couldn't -- he hasn't been home in days.
It's a very numb Poppet that's sitting on that there railing, swinging her legs and staring at the water below. Please interrupt her thoughts -- for they are very grim ones. ]
... I need your help. And you can't tell anyone, okay?
( Aqua | Locked 100% )
Aqua... I know we haven't spoken that much, but I need to ask you a really, really big favor.
( Sanji | Locked 100% )
[ a long silence goes here. ] ... could I stay at your house tonight?
( Luke | Locked 100% )
I'd -- [ ... ] Can I see you?
[ Xion is out of the house today. Mostly because it's become almost impossible to stay there. She hasn't slept for more than a handful of hours since Vanitas attacked -- three days ago. She's so exhausted she can barely stay on her feet, but better awake and moving than a sitting target.
Who could sleep, knowing that at any minute someone stronger than you and your friends could break into your home and kill you whenever he wanted?
It's this question that drives her to address Luceti at large, once she's got herself settled on the railing of That One Bridge. Hey, it's like right next to her house and she wanted to sit on a bridge, so sue her. ]
( filtered AWAY from Vanitas and Saix | Locked 100% )
What would you do if you didn't feel safe in your own home anymore?
[ and this is to say nothing -- not a damn thing -- of how she feels about Roxas right now. He had no excuse -- what defense could you give? -- and Axel almost died -- for what? Why? Why had any of this happened? Does she blame Roxas, for extending the invitation, or Vanitas, for taking it? Even if she had something to say to him, she couldn't -- he hasn't been home in days.
It's a very numb Poppet that's sitting on that there railing, swinging her legs and staring at the water below. Please interrupt her thoughts -- for they are very grim ones. ]
[action]
[action]
Naoki... hey.
[action]
[He smiles in return, steps closer and at last pauses, leaning against the railing and resting his arms over them, hands dangling.] What's on your mind?
[action]
I'm not sure if you heard... a few days ago, over the journals... [ a pained, humorless laugh ] I was screaming. A lot of people heard me... [ a pause. ] ... one of my best friends was attacked and almost killed.
[action]
...how? [Who? When? Where can I find them? is carried in that one word.]
[action]
... Naoki's one of the very, very few people she wouldn't feel the need to stop. If anyone would be strong enough to take Vanitas down... it'd be him. Even so .... even so-- ]
... a boy broke into our house. He must have caught Axel unawares... I mean, no one expects to have someone attack them in their house. [ the hand she's got on the railing clenches, so tight it starts to shake. ]
His name ... the boy's name ... is Vanitas.
[action]
Houses are supposed to be safe. Your one safe place. He can only imagine how that feels.]
Vanitas. [He notes that quietly.] How is he? Axel.
[action]
... he's better now. He didn't want to go to the clinic, so we've been taking care of him at home... he'll be alright. It was just... [ a pause. ] ... it was scary. [ for a number of reasons. also including the fact that Axel is a dead man back home, and the thought of him dying here, possibly never to return, is terrifying. ]
[action]
I know... I'd be surprised if something like that didn't scare you. [Was it the kind of feeling the manikins and Futomimi must have had? When they were attacked in their sanctuary? He recalls some of that feeling.] It's probably difficult now, isn't it, being there. [To feel safe again.]
[action]
I haven't slept almost at all in three days... I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. I keep thinking he'll come back...
[action]
If you need anything. Anything at all, just name it. I'll do everything in my power. [If it means sitting out on their front lawn and guarding the place so she can have some peace of mind? So be it.]
[action]
[action]
[action] ... that icon is the slightest bit creepy.
... thank you. ... I'm staying with Sanji tonight, so I can get some rest... and tomorrow we're going to try and fix everything.
[action] ... Naoki is secretly a creeper? |D
With Sanji...? Mm, I see. [He nods. That house has always felt safe to him, if because of the people rather than the building itself.] Our door is open, as well--there's a spare room, if you ever need it.
[action] I would believe this. :| /nevar forgets the full demon icons
You know, I've lost track of how many people have offered to help me, or let me stay with them, or ... or do anything they could to help. [ rubs at one of her eyes, idly. ] ... I almost don't know what to say.