Entry tags:
- !action,
- !voice,
- :(,
- axel,
- everything sucks forever,
- fml,
- good things never last,
- handles betrayal really poorly,
- lifeline: ask the audience,
- lj-cuts galore,
- roxas,
- send halp,
- stupid luceti,
- that one bridge again,
- that's terrible.,
- things that are not good,
- vanitas,
- vanitas sucks,
- what is wrong with this world
oo30 [ voice // action ]
( Sokka | Locked 100% )
... I need your help. And you can't tell anyone, okay?
( Aqua | Locked 100% )
Aqua... I know we haven't spoken that much, but I need to ask you a really, really big favor.
( Sanji | Locked 100% )
[ a long silence goes here. ] ... could I stay at your house tonight?
( Luke | Locked 100% )
I'd -- [ ... ] Can I see you?
[ Xion is out of the house today. Mostly because it's become almost impossible to stay there. She hasn't slept for more than a handful of hours since Vanitas attacked -- three days ago. She's so exhausted she can barely stay on her feet, but better awake and moving than a sitting target.
Who could sleep, knowing that at any minute someone stronger than you and your friends could break into your home and kill you whenever he wanted?
It's this question that drives her to address Luceti at large, once she's got herself settled on the railing of That One Bridge. Hey, it's like right next to her house and she wanted to sit on a bridge, so sue her. ]
( filtered AWAY from Vanitas and Saix | Locked 100% )
What would you do if you didn't feel safe in your own home anymore?
[ and this is to say nothing -- not a damn thing -- of how she feels about Roxas right now. He had no excuse -- what defense could you give? -- and Axel almost died -- for what? Why? Why had any of this happened? Does she blame Roxas, for extending the invitation, or Vanitas, for taking it? Even if she had something to say to him, she couldn't -- he hasn't been home in days.
It's a very numb Poppet that's sitting on that there railing, swinging her legs and staring at the water below. Please interrupt her thoughts -- for they are very grim ones. ]
... I need your help. And you can't tell anyone, okay?
( Aqua | Locked 100% )
Aqua... I know we haven't spoken that much, but I need to ask you a really, really big favor.
( Sanji | Locked 100% )
[ a long silence goes here. ] ... could I stay at your house tonight?
( Luke | Locked 100% )
I'd -- [ ... ] Can I see you?
[ Xion is out of the house today. Mostly because it's become almost impossible to stay there. She hasn't slept for more than a handful of hours since Vanitas attacked -- three days ago. She's so exhausted she can barely stay on her feet, but better awake and moving than a sitting target.
Who could sleep, knowing that at any minute someone stronger than you and your friends could break into your home and kill you whenever he wanted?
It's this question that drives her to address Luceti at large, once she's got herself settled on the railing of That One Bridge. Hey, it's like right next to her house and she wanted to sit on a bridge, so sue her. ]
( filtered AWAY from Vanitas and Saix | Locked 100% )
What would you do if you didn't feel safe in your own home anymore?
[ and this is to say nothing -- not a damn thing -- of how she feels about Roxas right now. He had no excuse -- what defense could you give? -- and Axel almost died -- for what? Why? Why had any of this happened? Does she blame Roxas, for extending the invitation, or Vanitas, for taking it? Even if she had something to say to him, she couldn't -- he hasn't been home in days.
It's a very numb Poppet that's sitting on that there railing, swinging her legs and staring at the water below. Please interrupt her thoughts -- for they are very grim ones. ]
[Action] ¦¦D
Once he sees her, and he's still some distance away, he can't help but smile and wave.]
[Action]
But she can't. When she spots him, her expression clears momentarily... then tightens again. She swings her legs over the railing and hops back onto the bridge, only waiting just long enough -- practically vibrating with impatience all the while -- for him to make it onto the thing before she more or less tosses herself at him in a very tight hug.
Since he showed up at her home -- since she hugged him then -- she's wanted to do this. She just really needs a hug, to put it simply, and she wanted it from him. And now he's here, and he's warm, and he's safe. Thank goodness. ]
[Action] Phone tagging, bah 8¦
So when Xion hugs him, it still surprises him a little, but he's also relieved. And sad, because he can't imagine coming close to losing a best friend, especially in such circumstances... No one deserves that. Least of all her...
There's only a second's pause before Luke lifts his arms to return that hug, his own supportive, but just as tight. He was honestly a little scared, when he first heard her screaming like that... And the danger isn't over.]
Xion...
[Action] strangely, I still love you, despite that fail. |D
She mumbles what might be a "sorry" into his chest at some point, though. ]
[Action] Well I would be quite depressed if you hated me for failing 8(
Once she speaks, though, as muffled and quiet as it is, he takes his attention off of the sky to glance down at her black hair.]
You don't have to apologize for something like this.
[Action] .... /hates for failing
... I know. I just-- .... I know.
[Action] D8 /DEPRESSED
Regardless, he won't let her go unless she gets out of the hug or asks for him to.]
[Action] ... awwww, I'm just kiddin'. 8D /handflap
... everything is so messed up right now.
[Action] DON'T PULL MY LEG LIKE THAT BRO ;A;
When she feels up to it.]
Yeah... It sounds like it. But it'll work out, somehow. You've got so many people who want to help you...
[He has to smile a little to himself, even though it only lasts for a second. It's still hard to believe people like them have friends like they do...]
[Action] ... /edits this belatedly. SUP KUKKI?
but his words ... make her look up again. her eyes are still wet, overbright, but ....
he's right. all those people .... there were a lot of them, weren't there? she'd been so concerned about telling all of them to stay safe that ... she hadn't even really thought about how many there were. even total strangers, introducing themselves just to ask if they could help.
and she gets ... what he means. the smile, at least, tips her off. and what Hermione and Draco said... their ideas... maybe it really will--
Suddenly, she smiles too. It's a pale sort of smile, but it's there. ]
... yeah. You're right.
[Action] ... And here I was about to call you LAZY B(
But looking down at Xion and seeing that smile that looked so much like his, hearing her agree...
She gets it.
He has to stare for a moment, because the only other person who could understand him back in his world was Ion, but they were all so busy saving the world that they never really had a chance to just... sit down and talk about it. He loves his friends so much, but sometimes they just...
Once his thoughts have a chance to work themselves out, he leans in to initiate the hug this time. There really were a lot of people offering to help... He's sure Xion will be okay, with that many people who care.]
I know this Vanitas guy is dangerous... But you don't have to handle it all yourself. Even if you feel like you should.
[Action] WELL I FIXED IT DIDN'T I. DX HUSH.
And they do care. They care so much. It's ... so strange.
As soon as Luke's arms go around her again, she makes a quiet noise, and reflexively slides her own arms around his neck. Then she nods against him, speaking even though her voice is once again muffled by his clothing. ]
I know. I won't. I've got you. I've got everyone...
[ she hangs onto him for a moment more, but eventually steps back, a new light behind her expression. he's helped rekindle that little seed of hope in her ... and it shows. she pulls out her journal, smiling again. ]
And I've got an idea. It'll hide the house, like a really well kept secret... and we'll be safe again! Though, um, I'll make sure you can still find it, of course... [ a little pink in the face. she's probably not making a lot of sense.... she opens her journal and finds her conversation with Hermione, showing it to Luke that way so he can see it even though it's locked. ]
[Action] MMHMMM
That plus the beginnings of her idea makes him start to smile, too.]
Hide the house...?
[Then, he starts to read what Hermione wrote. Granted, the explanations confuse him, and it shows with that lost look on his face, but he still tries to understand.]
So... only the Secret Keeper knows where the house is? How does it disappear in the first place?
[Action] CEASE JUDGING ME, FIEND.
[Action] BUT YOU MAKE IT SO EASY, FRIEND
[Action] YOU'RE JUST A MEANIE HEAD.
[Action] ONLY TO THE DERPS I LOVE
... I don't really know Hermione or the magic in her world, but it sounds like she really knows what she's talking about. [He smiles down at Xion, though unlike her, his has confidence and hope.] Even if this doesn't totally work, I think she'll find a way to fix that. She's got a lot of other ideas, too.
[Action] YOU DON'T LOVE ME. ;~;
Yeah. No matter what happens, we'll figure something out. And then we'll be safe again. [ a beat, then ] Well... he could still catch us in the village. But at least I'll be able to sleep at night. [ tiny, tired laugh ]
[Action] /ROSES?
... Yeah. And if he does catch you in the village, there's a lot of people around who'll help you all over the place.
[He grins, though after a moment... huh.]
So, um... Who's going to be the Secret Keeper? I guess I'll have to talk to them to keep visiting you...
[Action] ....................... this is an acceptable offer.
Um, well... I'm going to ask Sanji. I think we might have two... I have to talk to Kairi, first. [ a beat, a tiny tiny smile, and: ] I'll tell her to talk to you. Sanji, I mean.
... oh! That reminds me! [ now would be a good time, huh... ]
[Action] THEY SYMBOLIZE MY BEAUTIFUL LOVE FOR YOU
... Maybe. Jade is TERRIFYING, after all.
So, Luke can't help but let out a small sigh of relief. Sanji and Kairi, then? No surprise there... Kairi's the one who could pass for Xion's original, right? She's the girl she was based off of...
... Luke can't help but wonder if he could trust Asch like that. And... it bothers him a little to think that he's not really sure.
But once Xion speaks again, Luke snaps out if his thoughts.]
... Huh? Reminds you of what?
[Action] 8| .......................................................... /charmed?
It's funny, because Xion avoided her "real thing" for months and months on end -- out of fear she'd hate her. Kairi's reaction had, instead, been much the opposite.
Funny how these things work out, huh? ]
Oh, just... about Sanji. Um, she's normally... a guy. [ eh heh. ] The Malnosso turned her into a woman. Just don't mention it to her, okay? I got turned into a boy once, and it was annoying and kinda weird to have everyone keep insisting to me I was a girl... [ thoughtful look. man, that was strange. ]
[Action] 8DDDD
[............................... wait
wait
wait]
What?!
[Action] excuse me, let me show you how to do this right. /GALLANTLY SWEEPS YOU OFF YOUR FEET
Yeah... that's why I was saying not to use "kun." Since I think that's supposed to be for boys only.
[ this face FOREVER. ]
[Action] OOOOH MYYYY /SWOONS
SO...
THE MELONS WERE A LIE?]
So I was calling her... him a...
[THIS FACE FOREVER.]
[Action] oh, i meant to tease you, and then forgot. KUKKI MAKE ME SLEEP
[Action] /FLIPS TO BED
[Action] I am already in bed that is not helpful.
[Action] You're making this harder 8[
[Action] /sleeps on you instead
[Action] /pillow what
[Action] best pillow or BEST pillow.
[Action] BEST pillow since I am an AWESOME pillow
[Action] *^* excellent. /GOES TO BED AFTER THIS THOUGH
[Action] Do you know of any other pillows that smell like delishus cookies?
[Action] ........................................... /eats?
[Action] ........ YOU JUST ATE A PILLOW
[Action] and it tasted like delicious cookies.
[Action] You crazy 8(
[Action] .............. crazy delicious 8']
[Action] .............../EATS
[Action] ... /sits ... in your stomach .... so how do I taste 8|
[Action] ... Delishus 8D
[Action] ... :| gross. now I'm stuck here.
[Action] I bet it's nice and cozy in there :>
[Action] .... dammit Luke. hang on. 1/?
[Action] 2/ALL YOUR FAULT
[Action] 3/lalala
[Action] 4/5?
[Action] 5/5 also /ESCAPES FROM YOUR STOMACH AND LAUNCHES YOU INTO SPACE
[Action] 1/3 SEE NOW THIS ONE'S YOUR FAULT
[Action] 2/3
[Action] 3/3 also GOOD THING I LIKE SPACE
[Action] I HOPE YOU FREEZE OUT THERE.
[Action] SO KIND YOU ARE ;A;
[Action] damn straight I am. B) this is why you love me.
[Action] ... Yeah you're right B(
[Action] tsun tsun dere dere? :3 ... also /plans something terrible.
[Action] ...8[ What are you planning you
[Action] ... B)
[Action] ... OH MY