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[ There is a creature in the plaza.

Though initially it hid behind the clothing shop, it seems to be venturing out now, just slightly ... looking for an opening to sneak away.

Can this creature summon portals on its own? Xion does not understand it, this body. She has seen these things before, of course, but to BE one? It's strange and terrifying. She'd known before, when she had Sora's face, felt it, but ... hadn't that been an exception? She'd tried -- right now, she couldn't even talk. And she could feel it. This wrong face, this wrong body, not hers. The only thing that might mark her, right now, is a curious (possibly cruel) artifact the Malnosso let her keep upon her return. Around the creature's neck, on a chain, is a ring. Xion does not seem to have realized it is there. She has rather more important things on her mind, after all.

Turned into a Dusk. The one threat Xemnas always turned on his members should they become unruly. She'd known. But how... he's not here! She'd only been taken for a night at most. How could the Malnosso....

What is wrong with her?

Should you be about in the evening, you may see this creature trying to rush, twist, and dart its way back to house 14 in that odd, swaying way Dusks seem to move.

But be careful if you run into her while you're out -- she just might turn into someone else entirely. ]

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[ She lets him, but does not really respond to the gesture. ]

... I was going to go home, but ... I don't want to scare the others. What if I turned into Xemnas, or Vanitas? I don't ... I don't even know whose body I have, right now. I can't tell.

[ she drops her arms, circling them around her ankles instead, resting her chin on her knees. she looks unbelievably miserable. ... but after a moment, something occurs to her, and she looks at him with come confusion. ]

... why were you shouting that before? "Where is she."

[Luke won't tell her whose body she has, either. It doesn't really matter to him, now that he knows Xion's in there, so why should he point it out?

He's about to offer to let her stay in his apartment when she asks that question. He can't help it after that - he has to give a helpless little grin as he gestures with his free hand towards her chest.]

I don't think anyone else would have that unless they took it from you... or did something to you.

[ ............

The ring! ]

[ Immediately her hands go to it, and she turns crimson with shame and embarrassment. She clutches it tightly and bows her head, her sudden new found sheet of red hair falling forward to hide her face ]

... I wasn't going to tell you, I ... I just wanted to ... to keep it on me, but I knew wearing it on my hand would send the wrong message so I... [ a quiet groan. She hadn't wanted him to -- he doesn't want it, she didn't want to force it on him, she just wanted to -- to keep the ring close ... ]

[... Oh hi Kairi, who is basically Xion with red hair like him. At least he's got a reason to seem a little awkward now. Kairi always gave him a whole set of mixed feelings... Even though he still knows that it's Xion in there, especially when she speaks.]

R-Really, it's okay. You can wear it however you want to. [It honestly doesn't really matter to Luke. It's not like he's never had a girl ask him about marriage before... And he knows how special that ring is to Xion now. Why stop her?]

[ Are we awkward enough yet? Has the minimum awkwardness threshold been reached? Can we go for the maximum? Let's do that. That is a good plan.

Slowly she lowers her hands, instinctively brushing her hair back, though what color she sees may be quite different from what he sees. She glances at him out of the corner of her eye, uncertainly, then looks down at the ground again. ]

... it's like they're making fun of me. Just messing around with the puppet because they can...

[Luke stays silent for a moment. What's he supposed to say to help her? It's true... They always take her away and return her in some state, even if it's in a see-through white dre-uh.

But... He does lean his head down to kiss her cheek, neither slowing his descend nor pausing when he actually does kiss her.]

Yeah... But at least you've got us to come back to.

[ She startles at the kiss, actually looking at him now. Her eyes are a little overbright, but to her credit, she isn't crying. ]

... Luke, who do you see?

[Luke is a little unsure of how to answer. On one hand, it... honestly doesn't really matter how she looks. He knows her appearance is unstable, but no matter which form she takes, she's always just been Xion to him. On the other hand... she really does sound curious as to how she looks. But he'll finally answer while he looks down at the ground.]

Right now? You look like Kairi. But... You're Xion to me.

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... Kairi. Of course.

[ And her voice... just like Kairi's ... they're identical, right now. She hates it. She hates herself.

You're Xion to me.

Finally, Xion lets herself relax against him, her head still down, but ... well, he's finally getting that go ahead, even though he already took the liberty of holding her. ]

[Luke will still take that opportunity to pull her a little closer and rest his chin on her head, as if to hide her. It is a little like hugging Kairi, but... not really, to him. Maybe it's because he's a replica and can kind of get what Xion's going through - it'd be like his own programming screwing up... Maybe it's because he's never been taught, even through context, to be put off by certain appearances or gender, if such issues even existed on Auldrant. Whatever the reason, he really isn't bothered. But he knows how much it devastates Xion... And right now, all he wants to do is help. He'd do his best to help even if it wasn't her.]

... Do you need anything? Clothes, food?

No.

[ She tucks in close to him. Wonders, in the back of her mind, what others would think if they saw this.

Very quietly. ]

I just want to stay here for a while.

[Well, Luke would probably be slaughtered by her friends for hugging SOMEONE ELSE like this without getting a chance to explain. Jeez, dating Xion is hazardous to one's health.]

Right. [Then stay he will, keeping his eyes open just in case someone DOES pass by. At least, until she wants to get up and go somewhere else.]

[ Hugging KAIRI, even. Xion's doppleganger. Death would ensue. So much death.

Xion knows this, somewhere deep down, and decides she doesn't care until it happens. She shuts her eyes and stays close to him, in silence, for a long moment. Long enough to almost feel like herself again. To almost believe that she's still herself. Xion.

It's some time before she speaks up again. ]

... I don't know how I'm going to explain this to the others.

[Luke will die before he reaches 18. Sob.

He stays unmoving, like some kind of protective force, though he does slide his hand up and down her shoulder at some points. Doesn't stroke her hair, like he wanted to do at first - why point out her differences even more?

Once she speaks, Luke loosens his hold a little, just to give her an invitation to move away if she wants to.]

They'll get worried if you don't.

I know. I just... this is awful. I don't know who else I'm going to turn into, but ... I can't imagine how everyone will feel if I go home and I keep turning into them. Or other people we care about... or even people we hate. [ She already brought up the possibility. But as the reality of this continues to sink in, the real threat of it becomes too frightening to speak aloud.

What if she DID turn into Vanitas? And she was at home? What if Axel was there....?

What if she turned into Xemnas, in front of Sora?

Saix, in front of Roxas?

Her expression collapses, her stoicism vanishing to be replaced by fear, pain, and grief. Far from moving away, she buries her face in his shoulder, not wanting him to see the way she's so obviously wearing her heart on her sleeve. ]

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[It's all right to wear her heart on her sleeve around him. In return, Luke just holds her closer again, as if he's her calm in her storm. She does need to tell her friends what's going on... Why she keeps changing into these forms, what's happening to her. But after that... Would she still be comfortable there?

It's that thought which makes Luke ask his next question.]

... Do you want to stay with me for a while? Until this is over?

[ A fervent nod against his shoulder. That's not even something she has to think about. Although... ]

... what about Asch?

[There's just a slight pause; What would Asch think? But Luke's pretty sure, so his silence doesn't last long.]

I think Asch would let you stay if he saw what was happening to you. [Another little pause, and then he gives a quiet snort, sounding both humored and bitter.] He doesn't really care about what I do anyway.

[ "He wouldn't scorn me?"

The words stay only in her mind, though, because she hears the bitterness in his voice and lifts her head to look at him.

... brothers. Right.

With a sympathetic frown she reaches up to touch his cheek, not saying anything further just yet. ]

[It's been a while since that experiment and there was still a whole wall of tension between the two of them. Asch would rather ignore that Luke ever existed, and Luke isn't sure if he wants to do the same or try even harder to be closer. Why did he think they could live together again?

But the touch to his cheek snaps him out of his thoughts, and he gives a slightly helpless smile.]

It's fine. He'll be fine.

[ This is the face that does not believe it's fine, Luke. She strokes his cheek once more with a sigh, then leans in to press her face to his neck.

Were things otherwise, she'd be more affectionate, but ... she's a little too self-conscious about looking like Kairi to do much more than nuzzle. Gently ]

I guess we'll figure something out.

[Luke runs his fingers through her hair, just once. He's holding back a little, too, mostly for her sake. And she's right... Even if Asch wasn't okay with it, Luke would fight to keep her there. Or, at least, somewhere where she can be comfortable.]

Yeah.

[ Okay, Xion. Take a deep breath and just ... get going. Keep moving. Gently she pulls away from him, sitting up straight and--

--is that a mouse? Yes. A mouse. This might otherwise be fine, but the change in her size and overall structure is so drastic from her internal perception of herself that she is momentarily left insensible. Hi, just gonna kinda .... sit crumpled on the ground for a minute like a broken doll staring away into nothing. Please call back later. ]

[... Is that a giant mouse? Luke jumps a bit at the sudden change and brings his arms back, because whoa, giant mouse and what. Hugging girls and even guys is okay, but giant mice?

Luke keeps his arms up and hovering awkwardly for a moment because what does he even do, until he slowly lowers them and gets a good look at Xion. What was wrong with her?]

... Xion?

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HI KUKKI

HI EMILY my cat is making me watch soap operas :|

... wat.

She wouldn't let me reach the remote but now she's relented :|

............ but what if she likes soap operas and you just ruined her day. 8|a

She seems pretty intrigued by CSI.