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... is it strange to sometimes wish you could go home? Even if there's nothing there for you? [ nothing except death, in her case. this isn't hilariously morbid or anything, no. ]

I'm just not sure when or how things got so ... complicated. Is this just what life is like...?

[ Xion is outside today, somewhere a little more quiet. She's sitting on the railing of the bridge that passes over the river between houses 14 and 35, swinging her legs gently as she holds onto the rail with one hand and the journal with her other. It ... doesn't seem terribly safe, but then again, she's used to much higher places. Feel free to startle her from her contemplation. She could use it. ]

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[See, Xion, honesty is the best policy |D]

I guess... it depends on what you're going home to. Most people don't know their future, so they don't think about it much.

... if I went home, I wouldn't exist anymore.

[Oh, god.] W-wait, you... you died...?

[ ack! she didn't actually think he'd pick up on it right away. she pauses, eyebrows drawing up, before lowering the journal a little so he can't see her through the camera anyway. ]

... yes. I had to die to go back where I belonged.

[There's life and death in his world, Xion, what did you expect :|]

That's not right... being dead isn't where anyone belongs.

... it is for me. It's kind of hard to explain, but ... if I went home, that's how things would have to be. At home, it was something I'd already accepted, but coming to Luceti meant a second chance... and I guess right now I'm not sure if... [ "I'm grateful for it?" that's awful. slightly ashamed, she just trails off. ]

I... don't know if I understand, but... I think I'd be happy, if it was me. Even if life is hard, being alive is the best thing, isn't it?

[ oh jeez. he had to put it like that. and he has a point -- at least here, even if it's painful, she exists. she can smile, she has her friends, a future... ]

You're right. I know you're right, and I feel so ungrateful for even questioning it. I... just wish things were easier.

Everyone thinks that. It's normal, isn't it? To want an easy life... when things are hard, or you know they're going to be.

... is it normal? I've never really thought this way before. It wouldn't be so bad if it happened to other people besides me...

...Everyone dies, eventually. It's impossible to live forever...

[ oh jeez. ] ... I know. I just ... don't know what's normal and what's not, in terms of ... feelings, I guess.

How come? Did nobody get to teach you?

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