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... is it strange to sometimes wish you could go home? Even if there's nothing there for you? [ nothing except death, in her case. this isn't hilariously morbid or anything, no. ]

I'm just not sure when or how things got so ... complicated. Is this just what life is like...?

[ Xion is outside today, somewhere a little more quiet. She's sitting on the railing of the bridge that passes over the river between houses 14 and 35, swinging her legs gently as she holds onto the rail with one hand and the journal with her other. It ... doesn't seem terribly safe, but then again, she's used to much higher places. Feel free to startle her from her contemplation. She could use it. ]

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I don't think it's that strange at all. I want to go home all the time, and there really isn't that much there for me either.

... I think that going home for me might mean something different than going home would mean for other people, though.

What do you mean? Did something happen to your world?

... yeah. I died at home, just like I did here.

You... died?

[What is one supposed to say to that? Somehow "I'm sorry" just seems... hollow. Emil knows all too well that death in Luceti is an exception, that people don't just come back in other worlds.]

... I'm sorry, I didn't know...

That's what happened, after you saw me in the forest that day. It's kind of a long story, but ... it's okay. You only didn't know because I didn't say anything. Don't apologize.

Wait, you mean that after we met, you...

[He can't finish the sentence, but suddenly he feels horribly guilty. Could he have done something to prevent it? What if he had just talked to her more, or maybe stopped her, or...]

... I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. It's ... hard to explain, sometimes. [ all the time. ] That's why I was out there... because it was going to happen very soon, and I needed to get away from the village.

No, it's okay. I mean, I can understand why you wouldn't want to tell anyone about something like that. If it were me, I don't know if I'd want to tell any of my friends either. I think I'd rather avoid hurting them if I could...

... I wanted to avoid telling them. But in the end, all of my close friends knew. It was so hard telling everyone, though. Especially when-- [ cuts herself off, unsure of whether she should go on. to this day it hurts that everyone tried to make her hope she would live, but it feels a little ungrateful, somehow, to express that. ]

... especially when what?

[He's curious now, mainly because he's getting the sense that he and the girl are very similar in many different ways.]

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[Filter] omg i thought i replied to our last thread, would you still like a tag there >>

[Filter] Haha, sure! I'm backtagging like mad anyway because LOL vacation

[Filter] sweet, awesome. |D and yeah, understandable. thanks! o/

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