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[ Xion definitely opened her journal with a purpose, but somewhere along the way she got distracted. She can be heard in the background making quiet, frustrated noises. Seems like she's struggling with something. With a final huff of irritation and a surprised "oh!", she seems to recall that the journal is there. ]

Um, does anyone know how to make jewelry...? I'm not having a lot of luck. I probably should have asked before I started...

Oh well. It's at least better than what would have happened if I'd been affected by that weird experiment last week... [ a quiet laugh.

also, this is added in a few minutes later. ]

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Um... I wanted to talk to you.

(ooc; just throwing this up here. tags likely to be slow.)

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Well... the only thing is, I don't know how to make jewelry. I haven't had a lot of luck so far. [ sigh. ]

Well, that goes double for me. Still, there's bound to be someone who can help you out.

I hope so. I don't know who would make jewelry out of sea shells...

[ sigh. oh well. ] Anyway, how are you? ... the experiment last week didn't get you, did it?

Hmm... Could always ask Kairi. She might be able to help.

Nah. I lucked out this time around. Good thing, too.

... yeah? [ pauses. ] Actually, now that you mention it ... did she ever ... [ pause. hm. gonna let that trail off. ]

I know what you mean. It was so strange watching everyone do such weird things. It sounds like most people had fun, though.

[... Hey. Hey now.]

Did she ever what, Xion?

[ she's going to very quickly shut her journal so you can't hear her gasp of pain! pesky Sora-memories. after she opens it, there's still a short pause. ]

... make a charm out of sea shells. She did that, didn't she?

Now that you mention it, I do remember her working on something like that. Back when we were getting ready to leave the islands, she was was making some kind of good luck charm.

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... it was pretty ... her charm. I still think I'd like to make something different, though. I'll ask her, if I can. [ she sounds very subdued now, though. ]

Something wrong?

... there was ... kind of a problem. Sora swears it'll be fine, but I'm not so sure. [ she laughs a little, the sound of it nervous ] I've just got a bad feeling, I guess.

Problem?

[Suspicious...]

You want to talk about it?

......

Xion.

I...

I'm sorry.

Look, you don't have to. Still, I'd listen if you were up for it.

[ hey, filter. that makes her pause a little. ]

I know. It's just... I've been kind of scared. Ever since I...

I've got the Keyblade back now, you know. Sora gave it to me. And he swore it would be fine, but ... I just don't know if I believe that. Having the Keyblade just can't mean anything good.

Wait. You can use the Keyblade?

Yes. Because of what I am... back home, I first learned how to use it when Roxas let me borrow his.

So you have to borrow it first, huh?

[...]

What's the worst that could happen?

Mm. I can't use it on my own.

... I'd have to be killed, or Sora would die. If things are the same here as they were back home, anyway...

[... ... ...

... ... ...]

What?

... I was built so I could duplicate Roxas's powers. In the end... I was getting Sora's memories through him, and his power. He was getting weaker. If things had kept going that way, Roxas would have died. I was meant to ... absorb him, I think. But instead I made him fight me... and I lost. That's how I... I died.

I woke up here in Luceti right after that fight. Roxas doesn't remember it, I don't think.

But now that I have Sora's Keyblade... the same thing could happen all over again. Only this time, because it's Sora's Keyblade, I'd be taking Sora's power... and his memories. I made him promise to tell me if he felt like anything was wrong, but he insisted it would be fine. I just wish I could believe him.

I...

[THERE ARE NO WORDS. It's a lot to take in, and Sora's his best friend. If there's a risk that he'll die...

Either way, one of them has to, if that is true.]

Not like you planned for this to happen.

[ This reminds Xion of something. Her voice takes on a sort of odd quality when she speaks. ]

Would you hate me? If I took your best friend away...? Sora... if things really are the same, he could fall asleep and not wake up. All because of me.

you're shameless.

isn't it grand? 8D

................. it's lulzy, I'll give you that. |D

yeah well. ...THE GAME.

................ GAH. /PUNTS SO HARD

/fleeeees

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