fourteen | oo6 [ voice ]

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[ Xion definitely opened her journal with a purpose, but somewhere along the way she got distracted. She can be heard in the background making quiet, frustrated noises. Seems like she's struggling with something. With a final huff of irritation and a surprised "oh!", she seems to recall that the journal is there. ]

Um, does anyone know how to make jewelry...? I'm not having a lot of luck. I probably should have asked before I started...

Oh well. It's at least better than what would have happened if I'd been affected by that weird experiment last week... [ a quiet laugh.

also, this is added in a few minutes later. ]

(Repliku | Locked 80%)

Um... I wanted to talk to you.

(ooc; just throwing this up here. tags likely to be slow.)

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Oh... I'm sorry.

Why's that...?

Because I've known them for years. Sometimes it's a pain seeing them so close.

Truth is, it shouldn't bother me this much.

[tsk]

Anyway, don't worry about it.

[ quiet for a moment ]

I guess I can understand... if something like that happened with Axel and Roxas, I'd feel kind of left out, I think. But I'm sure they haven't forgotten you, Riku. You're still their best friend, right? It'll be okay.

Yeah, I know. It's not like they've been trying to avoid me or anything. Besides, even if they tried, I wouldn't give up that easily.

Then there's probably nothing to worry about, right? Maybe when that day happens, we can do something else to keep your mind off it.

Wait. We?

[ what, did I stutter? WHAT IMPLICATIONS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. ]

Sure! Why not?

[ ... no, no one's explained the purpose of the holiday to her yet. ]

You do know what Valentines day is for, right?

No. I asked [ um ] someone about it, but they didn't really explain it.

Basically, it's a 'romantic' holiday. There's a reason why I want nothing to do with it.

... [ still doesn't get it. ]

[...oh Xion.]

Nevermind. I guess it wouldn't hurt.

Well, if you're sure...

[ quietly, obviously as an aside to herself ] "Romantic?"

Edited 2010-02-09 05:38 (UTC)

[He heard that...]

I could try to explain, I guess. Just don't want to confuse you at this rate.

I won't get confused! I'm not dumb... I just don't know things.

Relax, Xion. I didn't say you were.

[Gah... But why him? This sappy stuff is something Sora'd be better off explaining.]

Okay, first of all, has anyone explained... [sigh] love to you? That's basically what the whole thing's about.

[ sore spot, okay? huff. but, uh... ]

Sort of, but ... I'm not sure it's something I can understand. I don't know if I can feel something like that.

Why, because of what you are? What difference would that make?

[Considering she seems pretty normal]

... I don't think I have a heart. I'm not a Nobody, but ... I don't really know for sure. Emotions are still confusing to me sometimes... so I'm not sure if I'm even capable of feeling it.

Well, you sure act like you can feel. Beats me, though. This whole replica business is still news to me.

... I do feel things ... [ sigh. ] It's really confusing. I don't know how different I am from Nobodies... Vexen would probably know, but I'd never ask him. [ her tone screams "that jerk." ]

There's still a lot I don't know, too. ... maybe I can ask Namine. She might know.

I'd say you're different enough. Still, go ahead and ask if you think it'll help.

[ small sigh. ] You always do. Thanks, Riku. But yeah, I might. It probably wouldn't make a big difference, knowing, but I think I'd still like to.

Do what you have to, just try not to let it bother you too much.

I will.

But you never finished explaining... about the holiday. So the whole thing is about ... love?

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