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This locking thing is weird...
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... but not that hard, once you get used to it. Besides, I need to make sure no one can read this but me. I have a lot of things I need to think through.
I still can't believe they all remember me. In some ways I'm glad, but ... it just shouldn't be this way. None of it should. And Axel and Roxas ... they still don't remember everything, and I don't want them to. I don't want Axel to remember we fought twice. I don't want him to remember what ... what I looked like.
I don't want Roxas to remember what I did. The choice I had to make. I don't know if he'll be mad, or upset, or what, but ... he shouldn't have to remember that. It's not fair to him. I made him do that to me...
Not to mention Sora. It's still so strange, talking to him. I don't think it will ever stop being strange. But he's awake and he seems okay, so ... I guess I won't question it. It helps that he's so nice.
But on top of everything else, I can't call the Keyblade anymore, or use light. I expected that to happen ... I mean, I knew I was giving up that power. But now I'm alive again, and all I can do is use magic. It's going to be hard, fighting like this. I think I need to find a replacement.
And I have to make absolutely sure that Xaldin and Vexen don't find out. And whoever else is here from the Organization, besides Xigbar. I just wish they'd stay away from me.
Xigbar ... I don't even know if I can really trust him.
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I told him. He knew who I looked and sounded like... there was no way around explaining it.
I don't know what to do. Is it okay to just leave things like this?
(Locked from THE ENTIRE KINGDOM HEARTS CREW | 100%)
If I wanted a sword, does anyone know where I could get one? That I could keep for myself, not just to train with.
(ooc; spoilers are a given at this point. this is probably my last warning about it since I can't seem to avoid them. |D;)
This locking thing is weird...
(Private | Locked 100%)
... but not that hard, once you get used to it. Besides, I need to make sure no one can read this but me. I have a lot of things I need to think through.
I still can't believe they all remember me. In some ways I'm glad, but ... it just shouldn't be this way. None of it should. And Axel and Roxas ... they still don't remember everything, and I don't want them to. I don't want Axel to remember we fought twice. I don't want him to remember what ... what I looked like.
I don't want Roxas to remember what I did. The choice I had to make. I don't know if he'll be mad, or upset, or what, but ... he shouldn't have to remember that. It's not fair to him. I made him do that to me...
Not to mention Sora. It's still so strange, talking to him. I don't think it will ever stop being strange. But he's awake and he seems okay, so ... I guess I won't question it. It helps that he's so nice.
But on top of everything else, I can't call the Keyblade anymore, or use light. I expected that to happen ... I mean, I knew I was giving up that power. But now I'm alive again, and all I can do is use magic. It's going to be hard, fighting like this. I think I need to find a replacement.
And I have to make absolutely sure that Xaldin and Vexen don't find out. And whoever else is here from the Organization, besides Xigbar. I just wish they'd stay away from me.
Xigbar ... I don't even know if I can really trust him.
(Xigbar | Locked 100%)
I told him. He knew who I looked and sounded like... there was no way around explaining it.
I don't know what to do. Is it okay to just leave things like this?
(Locked from THE ENTIRE KINGDOM HEARTS CREW | 100%)
If I wanted a sword, does anyone know where I could get one? That I could keep for myself, not just to train with.
(ooc; spoilers are a given at this point. this is probably my last warning about it since I can't seem to avoid them. |D;)
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[ it's funny how she says that like she doesn't know what it means. ]
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I take it the term "religion" means little to you?
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Do you understand what "faith" is in terms of gods, deities, or spirits?
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Yeah, I bet. There's just so much I don't know. There's so much I didn't even know was out there! It's hard to keep up, sometimes. I'll stop by the library tomorrow and pick a few books up, at least. Hopefully I'll find something useful!
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