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This locking thing is weird...

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... but not that hard, once you get used to it. Besides, I need to make sure no one can read this but me. I have a lot of things I need to think through.

I still can't believe they all remember me. In some ways I'm glad, but ... it just shouldn't be this way. None of it should. And Axel and Roxas ... they still don't remember everything, and I don't want them to. I don't want Axel to remember we fought twice. I don't want him to remember what ... what I looked like.

I don't want Roxas to remember what I did. The choice I had to make. I don't know if he'll be mad, or upset, or what, but ... he shouldn't have to remember that. It's not fair to him. I made him do that to me...

Not to mention Sora. It's still so strange, talking to him. I don't think it will ever stop being strange. But he's awake and he seems okay, so ... I guess I won't question it. It helps that he's so nice.

But on top of everything else, I can't call the Keyblade anymore, or use light. I expected that to happen ... I mean, I knew I was giving up that power. But now I'm alive again, and all I can do is use magic. It's going to be hard, fighting like this. I think I need to find a replacement.

And I have to make absolutely sure that Xaldin and Vexen don't find out. And whoever else is here from the Organization, besides Xigbar. I just wish they'd stay away from me.

Xigbar ... I don't even know if I can really trust him.

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I told him. He knew who I looked and sounded like... there was no way around explaining it.

I don't know what to do. Is it okay to just leave things like this?

(Locked from THE ENTIRE KINGDOM HEARTS CREW | 100%)

If I wanted a sword, does anyone know where I could get one? That I could keep for myself, not just to train with.

(ooc; spoilers are a given at this point. this is probably my last warning about it since I can't seem to avoid them. |D;)

Comments

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[ lksdjghaljd EEE. Xion is a fantastic audience, gasping in all the right parts, even going "oooh" now and then. She's very much enthralled by this tale of derring-do. And I may not be familiar with Monkey Island, but neither is Xion, so it won't matter too much, in the end! Besides, the best stories are the ones with a bit of creative embellishment. ]

Hehe, you sound so heroic! Isn't root beer a drink, though? It sounds familiar...

And I don't really understand love, either, but it sounds nice!

[fightlikeacow.livejournal.com]

[And Guybrush is certainly happy to have an audience interested in his story.]

Yeah, root beer is a drink, actually. I wouldn't have even tried it except that there was nothing else I could do.

Hmm, love? That's not easy to explain. It's sort of like having a friend, but an even stronger feeling than that. It's when you like someone so much that you'll even face your death to help them. [After you accidentally curse them, in Guybrush's case. Still, there's a tender look on his face, Xion gets to see his rarely-seen sensitive side.]

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Well, I'm glad it worked! Even if it's kind of strange. Who would have guessed a drink would have worked on ghosts?

[ uwah. she blinks at him through the little space the journal provides, blinking as she tilts her head. ]

Face your own death...

[ that really makes her pause. since, well, she did that, once. in fact, she died. she hesitates quite a bit. but the look on his face is familiar, somehow, and reminds her of good things, not all the doubt and fear she once felt. ] It ... it sounds wonderful. Like it's really powerful. I don't think I've felt anything like that before.

[fightlikeacow.livejournal.com]

Oh... well, I'm sure you will some day.

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Maybe...

Oh, hey, I think I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Xion!

[fightlikeacow.livejournal.com]

Nice to meet you. I'm Guybrush Threepwood.