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[fourteen]

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This locking thing is weird...

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... but not that hard, once you get used to it. Besides, I need to make sure no one can read this but me. I have a lot of things I need to think through.

I still can't believe they all remember me. In some ways I'm glad, but ... it just shouldn't be this way. None of it should. And Axel and Roxas ... they still don't remember everything, and I don't want them to. I don't want Axel to remember we fought twice. I don't want him to remember what ... what I looked like.

I don't want Roxas to remember what I did. The choice I had to make. I don't know if he'll be mad, or upset, or what, but ... he shouldn't have to remember that. It's not fair to him. I made him do that to me...

Not to mention Sora. It's still so strange, talking to him. I don't think it will ever stop being strange. But he's awake and he seems okay, so ... I guess I won't question it. It helps that he's so nice.

But on top of everything else, I can't call the Keyblade anymore, or use light. I expected that to happen ... I mean, I knew I was giving up that power. But now I'm alive again, and all I can do is use magic. It's going to be hard, fighting like this. I think I need to find a replacement.

And I have to make absolutely sure that Xaldin and Vexen don't find out. And whoever else is here from the Organization, besides Xigbar. I just wish they'd stay away from me.

Xigbar ... I don't even know if I can really trust him.

(Xigbar | Locked 100%)

I told him. He knew who I looked and sounded like... there was no way around explaining it.

I don't know what to do. Is it okay to just leave things like this?

(Locked from THE ENTIRE KINGDOM HEARTS CREW | 100%)

If I wanted a sword, does anyone know where I could get one? That I could keep for myself, not just to train with.

(ooc; spoilers are a given at this point. this is probably my last warning about it since I can't seem to avoid them. |D;)

Comments

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

Let's just say there are folks out there who don't think girls should be getting their hands dirty.

[--a pause]

Yeah, you know. How old you are! But anyway, people here seem to worry about loads of stuff. No biggie.

[fourteen]

Really? Why not?

[ she pauses too, considering this. ] My age? I guess I'm supposed to be 14 or 15, now... though I haven't actually been around that long. I don't really see why that's important either, though. But okay, if you say so!

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[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

'cause some folks get the idea that guys are better. Stronger, that sorta thing. They think they're the big cheese- and hey, I don't blame 'em, but it sure ain't like girls are somethin' awful, either.

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

---Wait a sec! You're sayin' you're not as old as ya look?

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[fourteen]

Hey ... that's not very fair. I guess they just don't know how hard we can fight!

[fourteen]

And, well ... no, I guess not. I'm not even a year old, really.

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

Whoa, seriously?!

But... man, ya sure ain't actin' like a baby or nothin', and you sure don't look the part. How the heck's that even possible?

[fourteen]

[ startled ] Seriously!

Um ... it's a long story. Is it really that strange...? Then again, I guess it would be.

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

Well, I've seen some pretty weird stuff, kid, but this? Man... that must be some story alright.

[fourteen]

... kid?

It ... it is, yeah. [ a single, quiet laugh ] You wouldn't even believe how strange it is.

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

...Eheh, oops. You're probably not that much younger than me, huh? So, spill. What's your name, then?

[... Now he's just curious.]

Hey, I'm cool with strange stories. Makes 'em more interesting!

[fourteen]

I'm Xion. You?

[ um. ]

It's a really long story.

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

Me? I'm Sonic.

[...Yeah well.]

So?

[fourteen]

Well, it's nice to meet you, Sonic.

[ ummmm. ]

Maybe I'll tell you some other time. Okay?

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

Same here, Xion.

Well, if you're sure. But now you've got me wonderin', what kinda world are you from, anyway?

[fourteen]

Well ... it's dark! It's always night, there. And it rains sometimes, but there's no seasons. I thought that was normal for a while, but once I started visiting other worlds I realized my world was the strange one.

[waypastcool.livejournal.com]

Whoa, sounds mondo spooky, if ya ask me. But you've seriously been to other worlds before this place? How'd ya do that?

[fourteen]

"Mondo?" And, well, I guess it's not spooky to me because it's home. I'm just used to it.

We use darkness to get around! It's ... kind of hard to explain.