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This locking thing is weird...

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... but not that hard, once you get used to it. Besides, I need to make sure no one can read this but me. I have a lot of things I need to think through.

I still can't believe they all remember me. In some ways I'm glad, but ... it just shouldn't be this way. None of it should. And Axel and Roxas ... they still don't remember everything, and I don't want them to. I don't want Axel to remember we fought twice. I don't want him to remember what ... what I looked like.

I don't want Roxas to remember what I did. The choice I had to make. I don't know if he'll be mad, or upset, or what, but ... he shouldn't have to remember that. It's not fair to him. I made him do that to me...

Not to mention Sora. It's still so strange, talking to him. I don't think it will ever stop being strange. But he's awake and he seems okay, so ... I guess I won't question it. It helps that he's so nice.

But on top of everything else, I can't call the Keyblade anymore, or use light. I expected that to happen ... I mean, I knew I was giving up that power. But now I'm alive again, and all I can do is use magic. It's going to be hard, fighting like this. I think I need to find a replacement.

And I have to make absolutely sure that Xaldin and Vexen don't find out. And whoever else is here from the Organization, besides Xigbar. I just wish they'd stay away from me.

Xigbar ... I don't even know if I can really trust him.

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I told him. He knew who I looked and sounded like... there was no way around explaining it.

I don't know what to do. Is it okay to just leave things like this?

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If I wanted a sword, does anyone know where I could get one? That I could keep for myself, not just to train with.

(ooc; spoilers are a given at this point. this is probably my last warning about it since I can't seem to avoid them. |D;)

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A boy named Lloyd runs a smithy which could be used to produce one.

Ed and Lloyd are in the weapons' shop.

But uh...why do you want one if you aren't going to train with it?

A smithy?

[ this is a new word but she's pinged by it regardless. have some page flipping noises ]

Oh! This was mentioned in the guide, wasn't it. I should have read it more carefully. [ sigh. ] Thank you, though!

Yeah, I just realized ... I'll have to find it later.

Oh, it's not that. I'll train, I just want to make sure I have a sword of my own to keep. I wouldn't want to keep borrowing from other people.

(ooc; YOU. I wanted to continue that thread in Cloud's last entry but it needed fixin'. did you get the PM I sent?)

Depends on him, poppet. He's a good kid, though. Weird, but good.

Not a problem.

... do they just make them for free? I was told everything's free here, but I'd feel bad making someone go to all that trouble without being able to repay them.

He didn't even believe me when I said I wasn't Kairi, at first.

[ SIGH ] I know. I just ... don't think it's good for him to know. I know there's nothing I can do about it now, but I'm still worried. I don't think he even really understood what I was trying to explain ... at least, that's what he said.

She's here, you know? He'll catch on.

Give him time. He's not exactly the brightest bulb in the shed.

Oh. [Can this tiny girl even use like...a decent sword, what even-] Yeah, they've got a ton of different ones up there. You might be able to find yours, if you had one.

((ooc: NO because I'm a failure and kind of...carpet-clear Cloud's inbox. |D And for some reason turned off notifs for PMs, why did I do that.

Need me to delete my comment?))

... I know for a fact they won't have mine. So it'll have to be something new. It's going to be weird learning how to use a totally different kind of blade, though.

(ooc; HAHA IT'S OKAY. 8Db but yes, if you could~ I have been having such epic italics fail lately it's amazing)

[ she laughs a tiny bit ] That's mean, Xigbar.

He understands that I'm not her, though. I mean, he saw me. What I don't know is how to make him understand the whole "replica" thing, or if I even should! Maybe it's best to just leave it this way.

Why wouldn't they have yours?

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... I don't know how to explain ... it's a long story. That's all I can say.

(ooc; sweet, thank you!)

...well, all right.

Anyway uh...not to be rude or anything, but...how much weight can you even lift?

... I don't know! I don't know how much the-- how much my old weapon weighed. Does it really matter that much?

Well honestly, just looking at you? You'd probably need something light and fast like a katana. If you went for a broadsword -even if it was a smaller one- it'd probably just be really cumbersome. Not to mention that women should probably focus on speed rather than power.

...well, you're already a fighter so you probably already knew all that.

[ nope. not a bit of it. SIGHS HUGELY. ]

No ... that all sounds pretty new to me. I guess you could say my weapon was chosen for me, so I never really had to think abut it. It just came naturally. You're probably right, though. Thanks for the advice. [ pause. ] ... what's a katana?

It's a small curved sword with one sharp edge and one dull. Looks Wutaian in make -oh, uh... It- ...huh.

Well if you ask for one there they'll probably be able to show it to you.

... [ a quiet laugh ] I really have got a lot to learn, huh?

Okay! That sounds like a good idea. Better than just asking for "a sword," anyway.

[...Oh Holy she's not the type to just...pick something and swing it around until she got the hang of it, is she?] ...look, do you...I mean, have you practiced this sort of thing before?

Never said I was nice, did I?

It's pretty much up to you. But if you want to have it explained you could always point him in one of our directions. Pretty much all of us here know about it.

Then why- [...] why don't you ask them if they need a favor when you go?

There's a weapon store that gives them away for free. I got a really nice once.

[He holds up a cutlass to the journal for Xion to see.]

Huh? Yeah, I have ... I'm used to fighting by now! I've just ... only ever fought with one weapon, and it never even occurred to me that I might need to use something else, one day.

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