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[fourteen]

I will pretty this up later. But!

Appointments post! Use this for one-off interactions that would be difficult to do elsewhere, like messages or other isolated meetings/run-ins/etc. Just include the date, time, and choice of [action/voice/written] in the subject line of your comment.

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November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

...sorry I missed that. [Again with the small, wry grin. He keeps his hands in his pockets, balling them into fists to keep his composure.] Bet you caused quite a stir with everyone you know.

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

[ She presses a hand to her face, going a little pink. ] Don't be. I was ... I was really different back then.

[ She shakes her head. ] Not to mention I made everyone sad! I felt so bad about it later.

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

[There's a small, pensive hum.] Can't have been too terribly different. I'm sure I would have liked you all the same. [Doubtful, but it's actually quite hard for him to imagine himself not enjoying Xion's company.]

You've made everyone sad before, haven't you? And they've always forgiven you, haven't they? Perhaps sadness isn't the worst feeling there is. [He falls silent then, continuing to walk.] ...have I missed much else?

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

[ That gets a little smile. ] Thanks, Draco.

[ A beat, as she looks at him. He's always so honest. ] ... maybe you're right about that. And at least I returned to normal, right? [ She smiles down at her feet, for a moment, then hums as she considers his question. ] I guess it depends. Do you mean in general?

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

[A wave of the hand. Don't mention it, really.]

Of course I'm right. And at least you're normal again, whatever that means. [Another half-hearted grin before he's back into careful mode. How to word that he's completely unaware of the going-ons of the village post the last draft...] Yeah, in general. It's far too quiet now.

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

[ She shakes her head a little slowly. ] ... I don't really know. I was gone for such a long time... I missed the draft. [ Somewhat soberly. ] You probably know more than I do.

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

...that long huh? [Well. That just means there isn't any more small talk he can make before he gets to his point.] Maybe. [Another long pause, allowing them to walk in silence for at least five minutes.]

...you've probably guessed that there's something I want to ask you.

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

Yeah. [ Without any pause at all, as she tucks her hair behind her ear. ] I know you wouldn't ask me out here without some kind of reason.

Is everything okay?

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

...I'm not entirely sure. [Which, he supposes, is true enough.] I wanted to ask you questions about the memory. I figured you'd be the best candidate to ask, considering who you are and the things you've experienced. ...how would you, or anyone really, know if something was missing?

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

.... that's a hard question to answer. [ And she thinks about it, very hard. She tilts her head back, staring at the sky and considering. ] I sort of had the opposite problem... having all those memories that weren't mine. If something went missing... I think maybe I'd feel it here. [ She presses a hand over her chest. ] Your mind might forget something, but... your heart never does. Something will always feel wrong... like something is missing, but you don't know what.

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

[...of course. How could he have been so stupid as to not account for the heart? But the heart could easily change, right? If he didn't know what was missing, eventually his heart would change and right itself again. He's not sure how he knows his heart can change so easily, instinct maybe. But it seemed right. He's silent for another long stretch of time as he considers her words.]

Hmm. Luckily, I suppose the heart is easier to remedy than the mind. Right? Feelings change and all that.

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

... I'm not so sure. The mind forgets, but... I think it's harder for the heart to let go. [ Her fingers curl. She remembers... Riku. ]

But... feelings can change. I know that for sure. Is ... that what you want?

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

[Another long pause. And then in a voice that's more quiet than prior--]

I don't believe I have a choice now.

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

[ ... she stops and looks at him, her eyes bright with concern. ]

Draco, what happened?

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

[A casual shrug, though he's careful to keep his eyes cast toward the lake and not at Xion's face.] They're missing.

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

[ Her mouth tightens into a line, but her voice is still gentle. ]

Memories don't go missing for no reason.

[ She's not probing - not necessarily. He can explain himself, or not. She won't force him... but she is worried. ]

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

Yes, I know. I asked for it, so I suppose they finally listened to me. I can't be entirely certain, but I know something's missing. What else could it be?

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

No... you're probably right. But what do you mean you asked? You mean the Malnosso...?

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

[...give him a moment to pull out his journal. He's flipping backward to his last entry and lets her read it. That's all he'll offer for now.]

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

[ She's silent, reading this. Something tightens around her heart - something dark and a little awful.

He must have had something he really, absolutely needed to lose.

After a few minutes of silence and reading, she finally hands him his journal back. And all she does, initially, is reach out and press a hand to his arm in sympathy. ]

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

...what's the likelihood that they listened, do you think?

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

You said they were missing... I guess, if you're sure about that, then they must have listened.

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

I guess I just assumed they didn't actually take direct orders. Do you think it's...bad?

November 22nd, action

[fourteen]

[ She's silent again, thinking. ]

I think ... it's drastic. Really drastic. It must have been for a good reason, right?

[ But she's holding back from him, and he'll be able to see through her in an instant. ]

November 22nd, action

[hisdarkmark]

I don't know. You tell me. [He's very aware that she's holding back an answer, and it's disconcerting.]