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It's around 5 AM that this goes up. ]

[ Filtered from parents, grandparents, etc (though not any other relatives) | Locked 95% ]

Has anyone had dreams where they were... someone else entirely? I don't mean like living a different life. I had those too. I mean ... literally being someone else. In a different body and everything. It's ...

[ Scary. A frown tugs down the corner of her mouth. ]

What about ... different places? Like ... like there were other worlds out there. Lots of them, not just one.

[ Her dreams were vague, and fragmented, but she thinks she remembers... a city in a desert. And a place that was dark, and spooky, with all these tombstones and ghosts...

But what woke her up was something else entirely. A disturbing dream about being stuck in some sort of pod in a bright white place... and a man with long silver hair and orange eyes staring at her. Why had he been there? What had he wanted with her?

Why had it hurt like that? So sharp, and suffocating...

Her dreams suggest... something. Another person. But she's almost afraid to ask. Still... ]

[ Sora | Locked 100% ]

... Sora? Can I talk to you?

[ As soon as she finishes saying the words she feels silly for asking. What can he tell her? After all, they're just friends... not even best friends, like her and Ven are. Even if he was in her dreams.... Nnnn. Stupid Shifts... Maybe she should just go back to sleep. ]

(ooc; source for Xemnas being a creeper is here for the curious, at the section that starts with "Where am I?"

also to clarify, late, the post is only filtered from her direct maternal and paternal lines. that is, sanji, nami, hughes, alexei, brook... etc. all other relatives, aunts/uncles/cousins/siblings/whatever, are fine.)

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... yeah. I'd like that. Where would you like to meet?

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How about... the bridge near my place? [It might seem too close to civilization to be considered private, but really, not many people pass that bridge at all unless they're heading to the community housing building in the first place. It's enough out of the way for him, anyway.]

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.... okay. I'll see you there in a little while. [ journal goes shut. she doesn't mind -- she likes the view over the bridges, anyway. ]

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See you there.

[Journal goes shut too.

Luke gets there quickly enough, seeing how the bridge is right down the road from him. He's leaning against the railing of the bridge and staring down at the river, remembering his dream from the night before.

So much blood...

Remembering it, especially from Asch's dream, just makes him shut his eyes and press his palm against his forehead. Ugh...]

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Luke.

[ she says his name before she comes up to him, not wanting to startle him ... today of all days. but she comes close immediately, reaching up to touch his hair, look into his face, clearly concerned. ]

Hey...

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[His name makes him open his eyes, though he doesn't pull his hand away or look up until Xion touches his hair and looks into his face. Luke glances at her, then lowers his hand and lets out a little sigh.]

Hey... Sorry about that. [And he'll greet her by wrapping an arm around her shoulders and kissing her forehead.]

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It's okay. [ normally she'd reciprocate with a kiss to the jaw, but right now all she does is shut her eyes and lean her head against him. ]

... who goes first, you or me?

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... You should probably go first.

[After all, he murdered someone in his dream. That's not exactly something he wants to talk about.]

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... I dreamed I was suffocating. At least, it was hard to breathe... there was this man standing there, watching me. I think ... somehow, he was the one making it happen to me. I don't know what it was, but ... something was happening to me. It hurt... but I wasn't scared.

[ at least ... not entirely. it had been deep down, a bright singing sharp note beneath the heavy darkness of resignation. ] ... that's what woke me up this morning. Feeling like I was suffocating. There were other dreams, though... I was a monster in one of them. ... I think. I'm still not sure... how that thing could have been me.

[ she pauses there, not sure how to say the next part. ]