fourteen: (clasped → I'm the dreams we had)
[XIV] Xion ([personal profile] fourteen) wrote2011-04-26 05:28 am

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It's around 5 AM that this goes up. ]


[ Filtered from parents, grandparents, etc (though not any other relatives) | Locked 95% ]

Has anyone had dreams where they were... someone else entirely? I don't mean like living a different life. I had those too. I mean ... literally being someone else. In a different body and everything. It's ...

[ Scary. A frown tugs down the corner of her mouth. ]

What about ... different places? Like ... like there were other worlds out there. Lots of them, not just one.

[ Her dreams were vague, and fragmented, but she thinks she remembers... a city in a desert. And a place that was dark, and spooky, with all these tombstones and ghosts...

But what woke her up was something else entirely. A disturbing dream about being stuck in some sort of pod in a bright white place... and a man with long silver hair and orange eyes staring at her. Why had he been there? What had he wanted with her?

Why had it hurt like that? So sharp, and suffocating...

Her dreams suggest... something. Another person. But she's almost afraid to ask. Still... ]


[ Sora | Locked 100% ]

... Sora? Can I talk to you?

[ As soon as she finishes saying the words she feels silly for asking. What can he tell her? After all, they're just friends... not even best friends, like her and Ven are. Even if he was in her dreams.... Nnnn. Stupid Shifts... Maybe she should just go back to sleep. ]

(ooc; source for Xemnas being a creeper is here for the curious, at the section that starts with "Where am I?"

also to clarify, late, the post is only filtered from her direct maternal and paternal lines. that is, sanji, nami, hughes, alexei, brook... etc. all other relatives, aunts/uncles/cousins/siblings/whatever, are fine.)

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-27 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
... Well, I kind of did.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-28 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[He takes a while to continue. Maybe a minute or two.]

I didn't actually become someone else. It's more like... someone became me, in a way.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-28 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
This guy...

[How does he even--?]

He took over my body somehow.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-28 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
I'm fine, Xion.

[Not really.]

It's not like I haven't had nightmares before.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-28 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Sigh. You win for now, Xion.]

There's more to it than getting possessed. I did things in those dreams I'd never if I had the choice.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-28 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Give him a second, Xion. Riku's... never been the best at talking about his problems, but they have a mutual experience here: bad dreams about another life.]

Not like there's anything to lose.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-29 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
[He takes a deep breath.]

I betrayed my friends.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. That's what I don't get.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Doesn't make it any less annoying, though.

[A beat.]

You know, my dreams had other worlds in them, too.

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Pretty different. One of them was just this town, but I ended up inside a whale and on some kind of pirate ship...

Sounds crazy, huh?

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[identity profile] stilldontgotit.livejournal.com 2011-05-01 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
No kidding. Ghosts and an upside down world? And here I thought my dreams were weird.