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[fourteen]

(Private | Locked 80%)

I wish I could remember what happened. It felt important, somehow...

But now all I can think about is Saix. I can't... I don't know what--

I'm not a puppet. I'm not a mistake. I'm not a sham... And if he thinks I'll ever fulfill my function here and hurt Roxas or anybody, he's got another thing coming! But...

What will I do if he comes after my friends? After me? I can't let them get hurt because he won't let the past go. But he'll never change, and there's just no way I could beat him on my own...

Maybe Yuri was right. Brave Vesperia...

No, I can't go involving other people in my problems. I hate ... this.

(Xigbar/Axel/Roxas | locked 50%)

Xaldin and Sora already know, so ... I thought you guys should know too. I can't wield the Keyblade anymore. I've been training with a katana pretty much since I got here.

[ Xion is trying very, very hard to get her mind off some very, very depressing things. However, she's not passing herself off very well as okay -- she's pulling a Roxas and sitting on the roof of her community building, knees curled up to her chest as she watches the people pass by below. Her journal is nestled in her lap.

After a moment, she opens it back up and starts to speak again. ]

What's your favorite thing from back home? It could be a place, a person, a food... anything.

(ooc; miiiinor canon mistake herein. will work around it in threads, orz.)

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

I've already got my favorite things with me.

[fourteen]

Oh? What are they?

[voice]

[outsetsailor.livejournal.com]

The ocean. My family, too, but I really like the ocean.

[voice]

[fourteen]

The ocean....?

[ the inflection in her voice makes it sound like she's not quite sure what you're talking about ]

[Filtered]

[flaring]

Why didn't you say anything?

[Filtered]

[fourteen]

I didn't want you or Roxas to worry.

voice foreverrrr

[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Home, huh? Can't say I'm very fond of home, but...

The sunsets, I guess. That, or sparring, but I could do that just about anywhere.

indeeeeeeed

[fourteen]

... you're not? But why?

[ voice ]

[silviteadvocate.livejournal.com]

The Moons.

[ voice ]

[fourteen]

You mean you had more than one moon?

[voice]

[pinkribbons.livejournal.com]

My mom. Never really thought I'd say that, though.

[voice]

[fourteen]

Yuzu...

[ now she feels bad for asking. ]

I'm sure you'll see her again one day.

[mikangirl.livejournal.com]

The ocean.

[fourteen]

The ocean... someone just told me about that. I'd never even heard of it before. It sounds amazing.

[voice]

[loyalotter.livejournal.com]

My friends, though most of them are here with me.

[voice]

[fourteen]

Yeah, I know what you mean. Are ... some of your friends not here?

[Written]

[invisible-inuki.livejournal.com]

Tokyo! The city I'm from.

[Voice]

[fourteen]

Tokyo? I've never heard of it before. What's it like?

[locked]

[gravity-splode.livejournal.com]

Hunh. Good to know, I guess.

[locked]

[fourteen]

I figured you'd hear eventually anyway. Saix already knows, too.

... what's going to happen now that he's here, Xigbar?

[Written]

[msblackandblue.livejournal.com]

New Crobuzon. The city, not the government.

[Voice]

[fourteen]

New ... Crobuzon? [ probably pronounces it wrong. ] Is that your home city?

[Filtered]

[perplexme]

You didn't tell us that before...why?

[Filtered]

[fourteen]

I didn't want you worrying... you or Axel. But now that Saix and Xaldin already know, there's no point in keeping it a secret.

[lezareno_prez]

I suppose one of my favorite things would be the sunrise over the ocean in Altamira. While the lake here is lovely, it just can't compare to the beauty of the open sea and the waves crashing on the beach.

[fourteen]

[ a quiet, sheepish laugh ] I only just learned what the ocean is, actually. It sounds so nice! I've never seen it, though.