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I will pretty this up later. But!

Appointments post! Use this for one-off interactions that would be difficult to do elsewhere, like messages or other isolated meetings/run-ins/etc. Just include the date, time, and choice of [action/voice/written] in the subject line of your comment.

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January 19th, Voice

[fourteen]

[ ... oh. Oh.

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Seriously?!

It takes Xion a moment to reply, as she is rather taken aback by the revelation. ]

Um... I knew mostly because I'd felt it before! And ... well, I had Sanji to talk to. He made me realize my feelings more than anyone else. Sometimes just talking about it helps...

[ A beat. ] Do you ... think you might have feelings for someone, Kohan?

January 19th, Voice

[personafalsify]

[ "Talking about it"...

No turning back now, I guess. As he speaks, he's more hesitant than usual. This is the first time he's really tried putting into words what's been eating at him. ]

Maybe. I don't... really know.

The first time... it was an experiment. Like Valentine's Day. [ Well Valentine's Day was actually the second time, but it's the one that doesn't need an explanation. ] That's why I thought it wasn't really anything. It just... sort of went away, right? When it was over.

But it's happened a few more times since then, and each time... it takes longer to go away. Now I can't... I can't tell if it's an experiment anymore or not. I figured it would just... go away, like it always does. But now it's been almost a month...

January 19th, Voice

[fourteen]

A month? That's a pretty long time. [ She makes a thoughtful sound. ]

Well... what do you feel when you see this person? Do you like being around them? Do you think about them all the time?

January 19th, Voice

[personafalsify]

I... [ He hesitates, thinking back on everything that's happened, on how it made him feel. ] We've been friends... since before this happened. So... I guess I've always liked being around him. It's just that for this past month, I've been avoiding him... waiting for this to go away. I didn't want to see him and do something else I'd regret. And it's... it's pretty hard. Right now, even the thought of being with him makes me happier. I think... that's why I don't want to lose this friendship. No matter what I truly feel.

January 19th, Voice

[fourteen]

[ She's silent, absorbing this, and she can't help but smile a little. She remembers when she felt like that... ]

If there's one thing I know, Kohan... it's that if your friendship is real and true, making your feelings known won't ruin it! You'll find a way to persevere. You'll still always be friends... but you'll never know if he feels the same way you do unless you tell him!

January 19th, Voice

[personafalsify]

I don't... know how I feel. What if one day it's just gone? What if... I go back to normal. It's always gone away before. Why shouldn't it this time?