... twice before when I turned into Sora, it ... it meant that ... that something really bad was happening. Something ... we weren't ever able to stop. [ She can't quite bring herself to the truth. Not quite. ] So ... when I look like him, I'm reminded of those bad things, and ... I get scared. [ a helpless shrug. ] The rest of it wouldn't be so bad if it didn't make me think something was wrong with me.