[ ... if she knew ... she'd feel pretty bad. but Richard's response is different from the others ... it's not do this, or do that. it's ... how to keep living. and that's the real question she's had trouble with. there's just this sense of invasion and violation when someone attacks you in your own home ... the one place where you're supposed to always be safe. ]

... it's been hard, these past few days. I've barely even slept... I keep wondering if he'll come back to finish the job.