oo6 [ voice ]

[fourteen]

[ Xion definitely opened her journal with a purpose, but somewhere along the way she got distracted. She can be heard in the background making quiet, frustrated noises. Seems like she's struggling with something. With a final huff of irritation and a surprised "oh!", she seems to recall that the journal is there. ]

Um, does anyone know how to make jewelry...? I'm not having a lot of luck. I probably should have asked before I started...

Oh well. It's at least better than what would have happened if I'd been affected by that weird experiment last week... [ a quiet laugh.

also, this is added in a few minutes later. ]


(Repliku | Locked 80%)

Um... I wanted to talk to you.

(ooc; just throwing this up here. tags likely to be slow.)

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Basically, it's a 'romantic' holiday. There's a reason why I want nothing to do with it.

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[fourteen]

... [ still doesn't get it. ]

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

[...oh Xion.]

Nevermind. I guess it wouldn't hurt.

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[fourteen]

Well, if you're sure...

[ quietly, obviously as an aside to herself ] "Romantic?"

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[personafalsify.livejournal.com]

... Oh.

[ It's a moment before he can really think of anything to say to that. Sure he knows she's... and he's actually... even if he doesn't... arg thoughts. ]

I guess... that's not a bad idea.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

[He heard that...]

I could try to explain, I guess. Just don't want to confuse you at this rate.

[voice]

[gravity-splode.livejournal.com]

You could try drilling a whole in them?

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[fourteen]

I won't get confused! I'm not dumb... I just don't know things.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Relax, Xion. I didn't say you were.

[Gah... But why him? This sappy stuff is something Sora'd be better off explaining.]

Okay, first of all, has anyone explained... [sigh] love to you? That's basically what the whole thing's about.

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[fourteen]

[ sore spot, okay? huff. but, uh... ]

Sort of, but ... I'm not sure it's something I can understand. I don't know if I can feel something like that.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Why, because of what you are? What difference would that make?

[Considering she seems pretty normal]

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[fourteen]

... it isn't? [ h-hopeful. ]

I don't mind that we fought... I can't really blame you for being mad. I was really just hoping that ... maybe we could be friends. Maybe.

[voice]

[fourteen]

I thought about it... but I don't want to risk breaking them. They're kinda small. That's why I asked... I thought maybe someone here would know something about how to make jewelry, so I wouldn't end up ruining them. It's the first Christmas gift I've ever gotten...

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[fourteen]

... I don't think I have a heart. I'm not a Nobody, but ... I don't really know for sure. Emotions are still confusing to me sometimes... so I'm not sure if I'm even capable of feeling it.

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

Well, you sure act like you can feel. Beats me, though. This whole replica business is still news to me.

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[fourteen]

... I do feel things ... [ sigh. ] It's really confusing. I don't know how different I am from Nobodies... Vexen would probably know, but I'd never ask him. [ her tone screams "that jerk." ]

There's still a lot I don't know, too. ... maybe I can ask Namine. She might know.

[voice]

[gravity-splode.livejournal.com]

There's prooooobably someone out here who knows?

[voice]

[fourteen]

That's what I'm hoping! It's-

[ PAUSE. ... just gonna trail off now because it just occurred to her, oh hey, I have a Keyblade now, and if the Organization finds out oh god shutting up forever! ]

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[stilldontgotit.livejournal.com]

I'd say you're different enough. Still, go ahead and ask if you think it'll help.

[backseat-dragon.livejournal.com]

I have an incredibly open schedule. I literally have nothing to do all day.

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[fourteen]

[ small sigh. ] You always do. Thanks, Riku. But yeah, I might. It probably wouldn't make a big difference, knowing, but I think I'd still like to.

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[personafalsify.livejournal.com]

Heh. Well, I guess we'll see about friends. [ His tone is actually pretty light. It's hard going around carrying all the weight of the negativity, okay? For all his anger, he really does just want to be happy like anyone else. ]

[Action]

[meteorical]

Riku's pretty good at guessing, I'll give him that. But...that's so sweet of both of you. Where'd you get the seashells from though? Never Was didn't seem like it'd have a huge supply of them.

[crisisrain]

[Maybe, maybe not. Though they're kinda sour, be careful.]

[voice]

[gravity-splode.livejournal.com]

[???]

You gonna finish that sentence, poppet?